All my life I am obsessed to stay thin…. Even though I am considered slim by society’s standards, I continue to aspire to be ultra-thin, just like my idol Kate Moss. Kate together with the rest of the skinny models, and celebrities are a thinspiration to me, to continuously work harder in losing more and more weight.
Even though I managed to stay slim, the effects of my eating disorder is taking a toll on me, both physically and mentally. My daily hair loss is scary. I have a lousy memory, feels tired most of the time and my mood swings are driving the people around me nuts.
I am convinced that I have a eating disorder, and I intend to do something about it- its a promise to myself towards a healthier lifestyle.
This blog is dedicated to myself – a journal of my life and my struggles (hopefully not too many) to have a healthier lifestyle.
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